1. |
Volume Two (CC.RMX)
04:16
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See I considered it broken
Because the mask they'd given cracked a smidgen
Once I had to fit it upon my fat face
At the rat race there ain't no half pacin'
And crippled amongst the walking dead ain't much of a handicap
No one cares what happens in the air if you are not landing that
Standing with your hands to back
Take this ass whoopin' like a muhfuckin' champion
These fists'll show you what handsome is so dance with it
No need to fight the feeling - probably won't run a fair one
Hell, I give it credit for telling me put my hands up
What I invested to wiggle up out the handcuffs
Left me flat broke when it was time to pay the ransom
Like DAMN SON - back to square one with dat lazy ass
Glass full of "I don't know what the fuck you take me as"
Alive and well, right? So goes the eloquence
Pessimist state never could let me just taste relevance
Fine, we can go there, grab yourself a compass
And see if it doesn't shatter fifty leagues into the substance
A couple octaves lower to alarm 'em that the function
Will not be tolerating any form of interruptions
Please. Walk in that crowd rollin' up his sleeves
Spoken like he don't trust most of what he read
Don't worry about the name or what it's supposed to mean
Or why he would describe himself as broken in a theme
(He writes his songs with a drink and a cigarette
A dim light and a feeling of indifference)
So while you sit and ask him why that new isn't finished yet
What the fuck's a Volume Two when you feeling infinite, you diggin' it though?
This is crowd control in it's realest form
Let me see that roof shake like the feeling gone
Want to see you lose your god damn selves
Treat that breakdown like a notch in the belt like
Let me see those hands (AY) Let me see those hands (AY)
Let me see those hands (AY) Let me see those hands (AY)
Let me see those hands (AY) Let me see those hands (AY)
Let me see those hands (AY) Let me see those hands
Bleed...bleed...
Let me see them hands bleed…for something....
What up world: my good bye / my hello
My farewell for now and tell 'em YO
Every moment I invested in it slowed
When it broke every single exception in the mold
Let it go, I ain't been the same man since my fa-…well
Hell, I promised I'd never speak it in song, see along
It's not the verbiage or preachin' keepin' it gone
More of what's the fuckin' point if I'm just reaching it wrong
Because I cauterized that bleeding wound with a cigarette
Washed away the puss with my little bit of whiskey left
In effect, yeah, it probably could of have better spent
Counting down the seconds just waiting for y'all to interject
But get up, up and over it, no one claiming' what noble is
I'm notion-less mobile, only rollin' solely with broken wrists
So when they tell me get a grip, I barely hold a fist
Motion sick, like if I ever told them, then I told them this
This is crowd control in it's realest form
Let me see that roof shake like the feeling gone
Want to see you lose your god damn selves
Treat that breakdown like a notch in the belt like
Let me see those hands (AY) Let me see those hands (AY)
Let me see those hands (AY) Let me see those hands (AY)
Let me see those hands (AY) Let me see those hands (AY)
Let me see those hands (AY) Let me see those hands…
Brush the fuckin' atmosphere - cavalier
Spittin' on your shitty little rap career - Fake grins get cracked veneers
I'm unfitted to stunt with a debunked gimmick
Protection over abstinence baby - come and fucks with it
Still girthy - still makin' it fit
Still your drunk uncle that's stupid facing a fifth
Stumblin' past the throne to find a place I can sit
Where the bras are double Ds and the conversation legit
OH IT'S LIT or so I'm told the cool kids sayin'
Two fistin' that fluid with some smooth shit playin'
So who's dissin'? Well who isn't the new sensation
A few licks in a feud and now you of proof of innovation?
SON PLEASE Keep your tired presence, I'm sleeping giant reppin'
Go die in your dreams or get to creepin' for a fire exit
Like who the fuck you think leavin' seein' what I defend?
If my intention is find contention then I am legend
AWFUL - caps lock them fuckin' 5 letters
Use 'em to hold close to whatever you find precious
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Anthem
05:10
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This land has no borders - just obligatory welcome signs
Tourist guides asking you to pick a story, get in line
Every home is keyless - every road is gravel
Every show's secret and every foe is battled
There's a lot of scars and tattoos in this mufucka
Each with a tale that conclude one another
See, the corner stores are independently ran
Constantly lookin' for somebody to lend a hand
But nothing is free nomore, except for those guts
So when you spill 'em, make sure you're ready to pick 'em up
Because those rats are starving, aching for a feast
I can't even hate, I relate to their pleas
Our sick don't fight, they embrace their disease
And walk around with that shit placed on their sleeve
Like…damn...that's some genius fuckin' marketing
Big business in this small world we call harmony
I'm starting to regret donating a part of me
I knew I'd take steps, just didn't know how hard they'd be
Because I got sandbags attached to my calves
And man this rains really coming down
I got my soul wrapped tight - strapped in my bag
and I'm hoping it will float if I drown
so don't understand us, would you please stand up
and join us for our hometown anthem that goes like...
Sometimes I feel like I want to leave this place for good
Under the ground - I'll live down there without a sound
(x2)
If you remember it forever, remember it as this
Dont remember the voice, remember what it spit
Not much more on this endeavor to give
Except for this bullet that I left in the clip
But i'm saving that for dinner, maybe even after
First I gotta reconcile with my sweet disaster
Find a plot of land that I can reach faster
Without sneaking past all the (IMPEACH THAT BASTARD)
See, megaphones are a commodity nowadays
No need to ask why we all seem to sound the same
You can draw a parallel through a shouted pain
Bulletproof vest, lucrative sex, and diamond chains
Expect the worse - optimism is a fantasy
For those that never chose to try considering a plan b
So we call inebriation a necessity
At the the melting pot trying to rearrange the recipe
While most say "If it ain't broke don't fix it"
My people say "If it ain't dope don't listen"
And that comes off like "Yo! what is good?!"
And I been trying to answer that one for years
Only place in the world you can represent fam
While dancing in the blood of your peers
So don't understand us? would you please stand up
And join us for our hometown anthem
Sometimes I feel like I want to leave this place for good
Under the ground - I'll live down there without a sound
(x2)
So don't remember the home - remember that landmark
Don't remember the stance - remember what it stands for
Don't remember the song - remember that dance floor
And the moment you clapped until you left your hands soar
See we all wanna be voices in the land of the deaf
Getting too caught up to put a hand to the next
You want success? You want love? You won't find it
You want death? You want blood? Come inside then
It's a cold war brewing in a warm place
So when we fall out, boy, it ain't a scene, it's an arms race
And just imagine, all this weaponry
The impact if we ever lick that collectively
But that's a fool's dream when who's king is who brings
Something to the table when the food seems too clean
God forbid you ever ask what the rules mean
Actin' like your fuckin' up the system like a blue screen
And they wonder why we die with a grin
Despite we couldn't even leave a dime to our kin
Because this is our problem - this is our space
This is our birth and this our grave
This is our cell and this is our escape
This is our burden but this is our fate
So would you please stand up
And join us for our hometown anthem that goes like…
Sometimes I feel like I want to leave this place for good
Under the ground - I'll live down there without a sound
Sometimes I feel like I want to leave this place for good
Under the ground - I'll live down there without a sound
I can't take this place no more
If it was up to me I would fade away tomorrow
(x5)
I can't take this place no more
If it was up to me I would fade away...
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3. |
Bootleg Fireworks
04:58
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I'm still the greatest muthafucka that’s too lazy to prove it
Maybe I'm too late but that's too lame a conclusion
Watched a lot of friends throw bouquets to the movement
Of who paid them the moolah while few strained for improvement
I rode a thin line, spit touché to the nuisance
Admittedly took 52k for a noose and an illusion
Stupid, but back to punch 'em square up in they shit
And tell 'em all due respect eat a pair of dicks
There it is, that godAWFUL truth they all prayed for
The stage floor something like a claymore when they on
I mean, I could sit here and spit that whole played sort of
"Rappers ought to say more, fuck ‘em and their lame tours."
But, is that really what y'all came for?
Fake wars? Same song and dance since '84?
Gatekeeper, hear me, I will not be your savior
More a 100 proof whiskey with a gun powder chaser
I was never the type to get caught up in all of your rhetoric
Get it correct or to beg for your membership
Edit my pen just to lend it to relevance
Said it then sit with sentiment, better yet
Question the messages
Lesson of getting too ahead of the evidence
Anyways - back to the peace of the scene
And the easel to bleed and I kept it Connecticut
Not for that reason of seeming novel or deep
More allegiance to the people that's gettin' robbed in they sleep
It’s still fuck your hair cut, politics, and police
Built different and ya' mans get it poppin' in the streets like…
And they probably should have seen it comin'
Flashing lights, loud pops and the people runnin'
From team discussions on how we gonna make equal from it
Navigating through the snakes just to up and reach a summit
Cousin...shit don’t even exist
Trying to own something when hundreds are co-leasing the bitch
I'm so seasoned, no secret, I'm nose deep in the drip
When I spend them tour earnings on gold teeth and a fifth
Then it's no peace in the pit - no chance at redemption
No sleep for the rich and thrown hands at the mention
I’m so handsome it’s wreckless, the hoes stand at attention
Then throw tantrums once they see no chance to impress him
UGH - I don’t know who the fuck he really think he is
Like this is if Bukowski was a New Haven city kid
Hamden raised, mix a bit, Stone Cold belligerence
Let it sit, then sprinkle some ol’ Slick Rick charisma in (Ladi Dadi)
So unamused, what you've convaluted as great
Couldn’t recognize the truth if it fucked you in the face
Just think of all the blues that attitude could create
If he quit rapping for nudes and adding to the bass
But fuck it I know what I am at the core
I’m not proud but the damage has landed me more
Handled the storm with amateur form
At least I was standing when panic restored
Hand to the lord that I could of been better
A man of my word but I fumbled the letters
And running was never that much of get up
For someone who better cooked under the pressure
And not for that reason of seeming novel or deep
More allegiance to the people that's getting robbed in they sleep
It’s still fuck your band name, fad diets and tweets
Built different and ya mans get it poppin' in the streets like...
Lord Jesus get the water
The bushes burning and their reach is getting farther
Greatest story written - I’m just trying meet the author
In the hopes that I can leave his daughter weeping at the alter
Yeah, I hate this fairytale appeal you all steal from
Tell mother goose to bust it open for a real one
Chest hair poppin' put fresh air to a steel lung
Get clear love before these fuckin' neck beards can ear plug
It's a ill drunk with a hipster vibe, I detest it
Different kind of investment to live or die by your message
I mean, how many can say that they really talk dat shit
If they never had to claim it while wiping blood off they grin
And it might have cost him a win, but let it rock with a steady knock
Betty Crock' a cocktail of every shot I never got
Enter the plot of better stop or let it pop
Confine it to your sinus like a habanero netty pot
All these pathetic impressions, they lookin’ precious ock
While the god looking metal maid like the Jetson’s got
S’all Rosie until age left him at apex
Strange flex when I ain’t even hit my best of days yet
See the twenties was strong tequila and great sex
Now them thirties are dirty bars and train wrecks
Ain’t no correlation tween elation and a pay check
I’m making every statement like I may just exit stage left
I played def, to the warnings signs and borderlines
And turned up the heat 'til this sort of grind could cauterize
Fortified - bomb shelter the bars and ignored the time
The irony of finding myself the moment I lost my mind
Off of the line, foot on the gas
Should have reminded what stunted the past
Couldn't have asked for a less of fuck
When they asked him what type was impressive to us
Pretty damn clear that it's (not that)
So I ain't really looking for a spot back
It's different the moment they left the door open
So kicking it in was just a got damn hot plan
Not for the reason of seeming novel or deep
More allegiance to the people that's getting robbed in they sleep,
It’s still fuck fuck those standards I bled trying to meet
Built different and the god get it poppin' in the streets like...
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4. |
Wilbur Cross
05:51
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1-2 1-2
That's what rappers say right?
Right
Took me way too long to make this
Lungs full of liquid a little shard of persistence
Gasping for air with a disregard for existence
He's going for distance, he's going for speed
Lonely with a wish list he know's he won't see
Well so be it, this pursuit wasn't inspired
The only dedication is greeting pavement with tires
So fire at will soldier
See a frontline without a mission statement always arrives right on time
I'm sayin'...
I used to spend my nights gettin' lost
Music and black coffee on the Wilbur Cross
Just point out any exit and I'm gettin' off
Anything has got to be better than…ok...
It's a different kind of appeal, you ain't been about it? then deal
I used to write my best lines while sitting behind the wheel
I was faux-"gripping that grain" while I was letting my brain go
Flickin' that cigarette's only disrespect when the lane slow
Found small fortune inside of that Ford Taurus
Back before the whole world extort it for it's coordinates
Lost ain't the case no matter how much it appeared true
Can't lose sight if you're never minding the rearview
Can you? Exit 60 sittin' in my dust trail
Ash tray full of all the times I've seen love fail
Bumper sticker in the window with a "Yuck Fale"
Text reading "Where u at?" - treat it like it's junk mail
That back seat went from trash heap to packed knees
To first times and blurred lines of names we would blaspheme
That co-pilot saw it's handful of facelifts
Busted transmission gave new meaning to makeshift
Like "What the fuck is maintenance?!" Put some style on it
Turn that broke suspension into bootleg hydraulics
I put the best times of my life in that milage
Never realizing it was my last line of guidance, I'm sayin'...
I used to spend my nights gettin' lost
Music and black coffee on the Wilbur Cross
Just point out any exit and I'm gettin' off
Anything has got to be better than where we are, I'm sayin'...
(x2)
It's a different kind of appeal, you ain't been about it? then deal
I used to write my best hooks while sitting behind the wheel
That hand-me-down let me ignore where the miles at
Wasn't like the time in that was something I could dial back
T-minus the trap, the clutch grabbed so heavily
Kickers in the back add some rattle to the melody
Codename "The Killer Cam" an accurate amenity
As half brother's tendencies shattering through my destiny
Jack in the recipe - blacken the memories
How many nights of how I made it back to my bed to sleep
That joyride became a silent drive of shame
Just seemed to deepen that hole inside him to blame
See most provided a lane - was so excited to change
Until that next weekend pop and it's low life-ing the frame
You'd think that first reset would have taught him something
Or the new whip and second chance would have brought reluctance
But a loss is a loss until it's all abundant
Broke heart - Failed tour - Right people - Wrong discussions
Blurred the picture of who was really the strong among us
Disregard for upkeep finally snapped and brought it's justice
Escape ripped from me for a whole entire twelve
Lookin' back - wish I had taken time in the cell
Because what I lost was more than a standard option
When you can't afford the cabs to see your dad in hospice
God, it's been a long damaged process
Of undeclared promises taking my canvas hostage
Because when that day came I repaired the cockpit
That same ol' path just didn't appear as honest
So I traded 15 for a 95 host
And I rode that bitch out for the whole entire coast
And then I ghost…
It's a different kind of appeal, you ain't been about it? then deal
Struggled to write this song while sitting behind the wheel
In this Tampa traffic got me melting out the face
With these Jeep snow tires looking hella out of place
Such a cliche - the great New England escape
A runaway under the cape of "change of pace"
What a waste. That Causeway a mouthful of paradise
And all I wanna taste is that cold autumn air at night
They say that grass is always greener under palm trees
And there's a lot fewer holes in this concrete
But just because the ride's smoother it does not mean
That end of the road is any closer to your arms reach
Like maybe I just turned down the wrong streets
Or left too much baggage in my car seats
Couldn't accept I lost them before they lost me
And all that's left is those false Wilbur Cross dreams
I used to spend my nights gettin' lost
Music and black coffee on the Wilbur Cross
Just point out any exit and I'm gettin' off
Anything has got to be better than where we are, I'm sayin'...
(x2)
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